I think I don't like cleaning. it's not like i hate it, I just happen to postpone it all the time. Until its worse. I mean, often often times what gets me to clean is having a guest over. Cause then I feel guilty to have my place dirty. So i just clean it up. Sometimes, Im also fed up of having such a dirty space, so I decide to clean it up on my own. I love how it transforms into a shining place with a nice smell. Everything smells nice and feels good and theres nothing attaching to your feet when you walk barefoot.
Why do I not enjoy cleaning? because in itself it is beautiful! The result is so pleasing. But the hard thing is it never stays like that, its never permanent and from the second you clean it, it starts to get dirty again. That is the difficult thing about cleaning, it is an ongoing process. How often should I actually clean? When I was a kid, every saturday was a cleaning day. Having a rythm helps i guess. I dont do that anymore.
Its not that I dont like cleaning, I'm just tired and busy. And if im not busy, I prefer to lay down and relax. I'm probably just lazy. I wonder if the people who love to clean are just obsessed with having everything in order. Because cleaning is order. I wonder what would motivate me, or just anyone really, to start cleaning more, to spend more time doing it. If i do find it for me, I might find it for others.
Is it something that someone could teach? to like cleaning? Could someone pass on that obsession? Maybe if I find why cleaning is so important in the first place, it would motivate me to do it more. Maybe instead of yoga or the evening session of How I met Your Mother I could clean up the shower for once. Lets see if I manage to find a system to integrate cleaning more into my world.
On that note, I will go and clean the shower.
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